torn N bleed

torn i am...
cant-accept-the-reality i am..
crying i am..

weak.. am i??

baru 'sket' pon aku dah rase sakit, cmane nnt bile lebih 'besar' yg terjadi..

salah aku ke???
mnyesal?? hell no!!
at least i get the-all-the-hapyness-in-the-world feeling.
though its not everlasting..

its not anybody's fault.neither do i..is it??

let it go?
no i dont want to, and i wont!

torn..i am.

can't-letting-go..is the knife
unaccepted reality is the sword

let it be..
keep holding..
to the torn and bleeding heart!

please...just be safe..n I love you.. T.T